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.Monday, April 13, 2009.

i finally understood why am i tearing in the middle of the night for no more particular reason. i realised someone that important to me has been so stress that went to do something wrong. so wrong that i feel a tinge of anger inside.

this tinge of anger isn't the normal anger kind. its those unexplainable type. i feel really stress. i remembered he used to say that "it was a miracle that we met", "we would be together, whether you like it or not".

he really stood by my side quietly. even though i always scolds him, he's really able to cheer me up. i think he knows when im sad, angry, stress. i dare to say that he's the only one that's able to see what im thinking with just a scratch on my head or something. im really used to be so so so proud of him. just not anymore.

im sure he knows what i meant after reading this.



iloveyou
always.
7:12 AM